Hey guys, it's HeadlongEquestria. Today is the final day of 2019 and the final day of this decade. 2019 has been a great year for me, the first great year I've had since 2014. So much has happened and through out this whole year. I never felt depressed at all

For the first quarter of 2019, it was pretty slow and cool. The usual cold snowy winter where I live, work being terrible but it wasn't extremely busy so I could relax more. The final brony drama I had to deal with ended, when it ended I felt so happy because no more brony stuff for me ever again. Had a great valentine's day, didn't go on a date, just hung out with friends and talked about anime and stuff. Near the end of the first quarter, I started playing minecraft again after seeing people play it again. Got a realm up, got one of the best seeds I've ever gotten so far. For those who don't know, I originally played minecraft from may 2011 to april 2014, played a tiny bit in 2016 then started playing again this year. Beta 1.5_01 is when I started. Minecraft for java is currently on 1.15.1, probably next year 1.16 aka the nether update will be out. 

The second quarter of 2019 was fun, played minecraft like crazy, Started watching my hero academia and many other types of anime. In May, The final part of one of my favorite games of this year was released, left steam early access and got a release 1.0 update. The game is called AMID EVIL, You play as a guy called the champion, you gotta clear 7 different worlds, 4 levels in each episodes, 3 normal levels then a boss level. If you guys ever heard of a game called Heretic or Hexen then AMID EVIL you will love. Also AMID evil is considered a boomer shooter, which is awesome. AMID EVIL runs on Unreal engine 4, took 3 years to make and looks absolutely fantastic. As of yesterday, They are released a new level that is a beta build for nvidia RTX. If you want AMID EVIL or anything that new blood has made, here is a link to the game on gog and steam. www.gog.com/game/amid_evil  store.steampowered.com/app/673… store.steampowered.com/publish… Anyways, I started talking to old friends that I haven't seen in a few years, I am still finding them today. This quarter also had one of the final trailers to the final season of mlp, I am currently 3 episodes behind the end of the series, I already know the ending and I am just happy that the show is over. Oh before I forget, anyone play RAGE 2 at all when it came out? no? ok cool because the game isn't that fun or interesting.

The third quarter of 2019, I got a brand new video card, a nvidia RTX 2070, a massive upgrade from my gtx 1060. Apparently when patch 8.2 for retail WoW was released, my 1060 started going out, so the RTX 2070 was a good replacement. I upgraded my mic from a blue yeti to an shure SM7b mic which is so awesome, I sound way better and more clearer. Summer at work officially started at work and it was god awful. tons and tons of drama. A fight broke out between my coworkers, I was trying to figure out what was going on, instead of my coworkers getting in trouble and getting written up, I got written up and in serious trouble instead when I wasn't really part of the fight. In August, another awesome boomer shooter was released called Ion maid... I mean Ion fury. Made by Voidpoint and 3D realms. running on that crazy build engine, the engine that runs shadow warrior, blood and duke 3D. If you wanna buy or check out Ion Fury, here is the steam link and the gog link store.steampowered.com/app/562… www.gog.com/game/ion_fury Check out the 3Drealms website as well 3drealms.com/ At the end of August World of Warcraft Classic was finally released. the 15 year old version of the game was finally out. It broke so many records on twitch, social media, one streamer had 450000 people watching him play it. If you wanna play the old school version of World of Warcraft, reactivate your subscription to World of Warcraft, buy a subscription and you get World of Warcraft Classic for free. IF you are already subscribed to World of Warcraft, Classic WoW is free as well. I recommend playing Classic WoW over BFA because BFA is boring and crap. Classic is way more fun and interesting. Anyone play or get borderlands 3? No? ok good, the game isn't fun at all unless you are with friends. Borderlands 2 is 10 times better than borderlands 3, change my mind. The final thing I will say about the third quarter is that DragonForce released their 8th studio album called Extreme Power Metal, awesome album, 3 music videos released so far, one inspired by cyberpunk stuff, another inspired by the 1990's and the 1980's. The final music video that has been released so far is inspired by the game called Limbo. Here are the links to the music videos as well as the launch party for the album that was held at Twitchcon this year, sorry if it isn't available in your country. Buy the album on amazon, The Dragonforce website and other places. Did I mention that Dragonforce did a cover of my heart will go on from the movie called titanic? Also who loves farming simulator?     

The fourth quarter of 2019, I had my birthday which was awesome, small but great. The rest of October was bad because I discovered that I have to lead and command people at work when I have no idea how to do that. Plus I can't be promoted because I got written up. So that put a ton of stress and pressure on me. November was chill and great. lots of relaxation and gaming. I started my first hardcore minecraft world, the first month was rough but eventually I got used to it and started having tons of fun. I killed the ender dragon for not only the first time in hardcore but also the first time ever in my minecraft life. It's almost been 3 months since I made that world and I'm still alive in it. December has been chill, had some mental problems, got sick a lot and back going out. mostly because of being extremely burned out from work, Christmas party and bad memories resurfacing. 

2019 has been a great year, great memories made, seeing old friends, understanding how bad my depression was and how I can make sure it never returns again. Work being horrible like usual, playing awesome games and watching anime. 

The 2010's as a decade have been a wild ride, emotionally, mentally and physically. I will likely forget almost everything that happened this decade soon. The 2020's are going to be huge, interesting and nothing we have experienced yet. Technology is growing more and more. The world is changing, so many things happening. I can't wait to see what happens next

I wanna give a shoutout to everyone who I've met, talked to and hung out with during the 2010's decade. I will not be tagging them or mentioning them because that caused so much drama and controversy before. Thank you all for being here, thank you for reading all of this and thank you for being awesome. I will see everyone in 2020, Happy new year!!!

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Hey guys it's headlongequestria. Today I would like to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday here on DA, if you guys said happy birthday via twitter or discord instead of da then thank you as well. My birthday
honestly has been the best birthday I've had since 2014, so many amazing and fun things happened. One of them being gifts, seeing old friends who I haven't seen in a long time and making new ones. One highlight of my birthday I will mention is this. For those of you know who or don't know. I am a world of warcraft player, I've been playing the game since 2006 and as of 2 months ago I stopped playing retail WoW to play Classic WoW, Classic WoW is basically the version of WoW that existed from 2004 to 2006, old school WoW you could call it, the version I played, my family played and many of my friends played. I did the first dungeon I have ever done on classic WoW on my birthday and it was the same dungeon I first did when I started WoW back in 2006. The dungeon is called deadmines, a giant cave full of bandits and mercenaries. Anyways I ran it twice with a group and had so much fun. For the first time in 10 years have I've seen people talk, communicate and have fun while running a dungeon in WoW. It honestly felt like home and where I should be. If you guys haven't seen my latest status post, I will talk about it here, so I've been pretty inactive on DA this year. The reason for that is because there isn't really much for me to do ever since I left the mlp fandom a year ago. Since it has been a year since I left the mlp fandom, have I missed it at all? The answer is no, I don't miss being in the fandom or being as you guys call it well known or horsefamous. Ok I never really was horsefamous or whatever it is called nowadays, I just didn't like where the fandom was going. Of course that is my opinion, if you guys like the fandom still or don't like it then that is your choice. Will I ever join the fandom again? no, my time in the fandom is up and I have no regrets for leaving it. Honestly since I left the fandom, I've gotten rid of my depression, sadness and a lot of my anxiety. I've been smiling more, helping people out and doing a lot of great things. I guess the chains that were on me when I was in the fandom finally shattered when I left. 3 1/2 years of dealing with depression, anxiety and sadness really sucks. I know many of you or some of you knew that I was dealing with that stuff, the rest of you didn't. I honestly wasn't trying to hide it or wear a mask because that would have been horrible. I know a lot of people out there still things I'm selfish or whatever, that is fine I don't really care, all I want to do is help people, have fun and be myself. Anyways, that is all I got, I know I said a lot, many of you are likely going to hate this or something, that is fine. Videos will start up again on youtube hopefully next month and might try to do streams on twitch as well. Hope you guys are having an awesome day or night and I'll cya later

New locations, new enemies and a sneak peek at tent glitch and much more in Equestriabound part 9. Hope you guys enjoy! 

Hey guys, it's headlongequestria, today is the final day of 2018 and this year has been a huge Clusterfuck. A ton of crazy things have happened during 2018, some good, some bad, some horrible and some amazing. Let's get into what happened for me in 2018

To start of the year, I was put on morning shift out of nowhere which was dreadful since I usually do night shifts because I'm a night person. I was basically getting 3 hours of sleep each day I worked, which was 4 to 5 days a week, usually I get like 8 to 12 hours of sleep, I did try multiple times to change my sleep schedule but it didn't work. I got sick on the first day of the year from partying a lot, which was interesting and hopefully not going to get sick tomorrow. Anyways, for the whole month of January, just tons of work, barely any sleep and getting sick. 

February was almost the same, except there was valentine's day and it was a good one. First good valentine's day in a long time, candy and time with an anonymous person. during mid february, I introduced Twily-Star to NIGHTMARE254 in a call and it was pretty awesome. The rest of February was just more irl work, gaming and trying to deal with personal issues. 

March was a bit more interesting, I posted a youtube video for the first time in 2 years saying that I"m back, going to be making videos and the first playthrough I was going to do was battletanx. Battletanx is a game made by 3DO, which some of you guys might have heard of that gaming company, the game was released 20 years ago on the N64, it is a simple tank game where you basically just shoot other tanks and complete objectives. it is fun, story isn't interesting, which is fine, the gameplay is good tho, Would I recommend the game, I say yes, even tho it is old now, it is still nostalgic to some people and people who enjoyed games made by 3DO. If you wanna see the video of me announcing that I"m back or my playthrough of the game then here are the links  www.youtube.com/playlist?list=…
I did start watching the 8th season of mlp that was airing, even tho I've seen almost all the episode of the first half of the season due to major leaks, but it was nice seeing the episodes in finished form. 

April was eventful, work was slowing down for the season but it was chaotic for some stupid reason. the morning crew at my workplace that I have to deal with are lazy, disrespectful, rude and don't wanna do anything. here is an example, I was working on something to try and pass the time. While I was working on the thing that I was working on, the morning crew started telling me to hurry it up and stop moving slow because they said that we are really busy. We were not busy at all that day so it made no sense. They did this 2 more times until one of them grabbed one of the carts from me that I was putting stuff in, I almost tripped and fell because of it. At that point I did something that I have never done before at my job and hopefully will be the last time. I snapped at the morning crew, I was so pissed off because I was tired of being treated like shit while doing my job. I ran out of the area I was in and went outside. At that point I almost quit my job and went home. I didn't quit, instead I went to lunch and none of the morning crew talked to me for a couple days. I had a talk with my boss when he next worked, we talked about it, I didn't get written up, fired or anything, I was told to apologize to the person who I snapped at. I wanted to apologize to the person for what happened but that hasn't happened yet. Anyways enough ranting for now, the rest of april was just trying to save money incase I went on a seasonal layoff at my job. I did celebrate easter and I got presents like a new razer keyboard. The keyboard is a razer ornata chroma, of course there was lots of jelly beans, chocolate, etc. At the end of April I finished battletanx and started planning my next playthrough which I am currently still working on atm. 

May was decent, I had a talk with my boss again, he decided to move me from morning shift to mid shift, which is an afternoon shift, I immediately smiled when he said that because that meant I would be working a better shift and be able to sleep normally and get sick less. I finally conquered my depression for the 3rd time, which was awesome and I finally was able to move on completely from the shit that happened from 2015 to 2017. One of the reasons why I was pretty much inactive on DA and other sites for so long was because of depression and brony drama. All I use DA for now is pretty much to fav stuff or announce that I made a new video or something. I know many of you who watched me knew me from art streams on livestream and picarto. Right now I do not go on picarto anymore, Instead I hang out on another streaming site that is pretty damn awesome. 

June was horrible, not only was work starting to get busy but in early june, my back went out and I couldn't do anything, every couple minutes I was screaming in pain, I could barely walk as well. I almost went to the hospital, but instead I was brought meds that my parents had from when my dad had back issues. The meds worked, so I could try to do stuff again but it was still very hard to do things. After my back was healed enough for me to be able to leave my apartment to go to my workplace to show that my back was truely out and how much difficulty I had walking. The leads who work in my area believed me after seeing me the way I was, they didn't believe me when I was calling in. The reason why my back went out was because I was using a very bad chair that was almost broken. After my back was healed more, I threw the chair away and got a new one. Near the end of the month, I realized that I had been living on my own for a full year and it felt great. Tbh, I was scared as hell when I first moved in, but now it is no problem. Also I started my 2nd playthrough which is Equestriabound, I didn't think people would want me to play the game, but I guess you guys really wanted me to. Atm, I am still playthrough the game, there is still a ton left of the game to show, but unfortunately due to irl and personal issues. it has taken me longer than I originally wanted to play the game. I am sorry that it takes me a while to make videos, most of the time when I get home from work or I have a day off, I end up sleeping the whole day, hanging out with friends or trying to relax after a clusterfuck day at work. Next year I am going to try everything that I can to make more videos and put them out faster. If you want to watch part 1 of Equestriabound and look at the playlist then here are the links  www.youtube.com/playlist?list=…

July was busy as hell, non stop working, like working 10 days in a row and 12 hours every shift. it was crazy as hell and hard because I was working all by myself with no help. The good new is that I got 40 hours of overtime which allowed me to upgrade some stuff I had on my comp, I upgraded my mic stand, got a shock mount for my mic, upgraded my monitors. When all that came in, I was gaming in 4k and it was awesome as fuck. I love gaming and doing stuff in 4k. I also got into a genre of music that I didn't know that existed before called synthwave, synthwave is 1980's style electronic, retro futuristic, cyberpunk and rock music. I can't stop listening to it, everyday I listen to this genre of music and I always enjoy it. There are 2 youtube channels that have a ton of synthwave music, mixes and full albums on them. if you want to check them out and subscribe to them then here are the links. www.youtube.com/user/ThePrimeT… www.youtube.com/user/NewRetroW… ThePrimeThanatos does do a 24/7 snythwave/retro live stream from time to time, as I am typing the journal right now, the stream is currently up so check it out if you want  

In August, I hit 2 years of being friends with someone, there was a celebration and other stuff. I started getting into anime again during the month, starting watching shows like punchline, food wars and many others. Other than that, August was nothing special.

September was crazy, lots of drama at my workplace that I had to deal with, It was still really warm at my apartment and no sign of cooling down. Season 8 of mlp ended this month due to leaks, I don't really remember most of season 8 tbh, it was decent but idk. Anyways, I started saving money for rent because I knew I would be done with work for the season eventually.

October was a giant fucking clusterfuck, I fucking hated it. early october was fine, mid october was my birthday which was cool. End of October was a ton of brony drama out of nowhere, I will not get into it because who gives a fuck about it, well except people who love living in the past instead of the present. 

November was the time I could finally relax from work and rest. Unfortunately that didn't happen till mid November because of shit that was going on. Mid November I decided to leave the mlp fandom forever, I said that I would never ever return to the mlp fandom again. I was in the fandom from May 2012 to November 2018, it was fun for a few years then it was just witch hunts and drama. I am aware that there are some good stuff in the mlp fandom still but it is rare. some of you might disagree which is fine. Anyways, I slept so much in November and felt great.

December was full of relaxing and fun things. hanging out with friends, gaming, watching anime and shows. I had a really shitty Christmas, I hate celebrating holidays with my parents because it either turns into an argument or fight. I did get presents tho, I got Undertale for the switch, super smash brothers ultimate, super mario party, candy, phone cover, razer naga trinity chroma mouse and a pachimari plushie. 

Now it's time for the shout outs for the people who drew my oc as a commission, request, gifts, etc. Now some of them, the artists wanted to draw for the hell of it or for whatever reason, if any drama or controversy gets started from this journal then there will be no more shout outs in journals, videos or streams, I might only do shout outs to companies instead in the future but we will have to see how this goes. I am not going to give shout outs to people who drew my oc that got blocked or banned, no one needs negative shit right now, it's the fucking new year, go have some fucking fun. 

@ZukiQ314 





NIGHTMARE254     



SubliminalPeacock   



I am going to include kizrae in this because I found a ych that was done 2 years ago on their da that I didn't know that they posted so you get a shout out. The pic is NSFW so if you don't like NSFW or you are not 18 yet then don't look at it 

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That is it for the shout outs, Like I said at the beginning, this year was a clusterfuck, there was so many other things that happened, some I don't remember, some I don't want to remember that don't involve me and some that have to deal with gaming, streams, etc. 

Anyways, that is it for this journal, hope you enjoyed, 2019 I'm hoping is a great year and full of many awesome thing. Also I should mention, since I"m not in the brony fandom aka the mlp fandom anymore, you could still call me a brony if you want or just call me a weeb. I hope everyone out there has a great new year and a great 2019. I'll cya later!

Wait, one las thing, if you guys tag me in any of the journal things that people still do nowadays, I will make a video answering those questions, please keep personal questions to a very small amount.

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It's time to save the Mr. Saturns from Grapefruit Falls and attempt to defeat the next Element of Harmony boss. Equestriabound part 8 is now out!  
Also I am going to mention it here in case you want to watch the video later or something, As of november, I have left the mlp fandom forever, I am done with it, I will still watch the show when possible but for doing what I did before in the fandom is over. I know some of you will not like it and might hate it but this was a decision I had to make. Equestriabound is still going to continue and I'm going to work even harder on getting the videos out. I do have 1 question for you guys and I'll make a poll on this as well. Do you want me to show off paralysis on the next element of harmony boss or wait till I'm a higher level and take it on normally?